No one cares about me anymore?

my mom never takes me out she always takes my brothers my dad never stays with me and im like a tissue that no one uses im just a person that sleeps all day gets hit for no reason i mean yeah my life is not that good trust me you wouldn't want to be in my shoes now mean it i don't never go out i don't want to lie to you i do go out but not like any 13 year old in the world all i like is playing soccer or hand ball and i don't do any more i like singing but i don't even do it all i do now is sit and listen to people talking about okay ill tell you why my sister opened my diary were i have every-single thing that is non of any ones bussines and im sure you no that to and every time i stay next to my sister she says want me to tell mom that you........... that you wrote in yor diary and everyone knows all my secrets that i have and their thretining me to tell my mom ...........its not fair they say it in public to its making me mad i and i have another thing to say my mom thnks im young im 13 years old and im borred doesent she have feelings or anything that she cares about that includes me im like no one why was i even born help but if you have something bed to say please just keep it in your mind thanks